I hope you all had a good weekend (and that you had a wonderful anniversary celebration, Doris). Cathy and I had a nice weekend, although I must admit that I was in a funk on Saturday. I was just out of sorts the whole day. Unfortunately, I focused on negative aspects of my life and, despite Cathy’s best efforts, I just couldn’t come fully around to the positive. The day wasn’t ruined by any means, but it wasn’t as good as it could have been because of my lack of focus on the positive aspects of my life and the many blessings I have.
Sometimes I let various things remind me of my current situation and challenges, and if I am not careful, I can get down about them. On Saturday, among other things, I focused on the pain that I was experiencing. It wasn’t intolerable, but it was a reminder of my disease and the fact that I am dependent upon my anti-pain patch to be comfortable. (We have since decided to go back to the 60-hour replacement cycle … it was worth trying to stretch it to 72 hours, but I obviously need a more frequent replacement schedule.) A better way to look at my situation is to realize how lucky I am to have access to these patches that allow me to be comfortable …
On Saturday I also was reminded of several things I can no longer do, and was discouraged by that. I now can say that this kind of thinking is crazy. We all have things we can’t do, and that list seemingly increases (exponentially?) as we get older. There is no point in dwelling on those things; better to focus on the many things we can do and be thankful for them. If I would stop to think about what I am able to do now that I could not do two to three months ago, I would be jumping for joy (yes, I still can do that). That is how I need to think. That is how I help myself get better. That is what I am resolved to do from now on … I will do better!
Cathy brought Laura home from the hospital on Saturday afternoon. It is great to have her at our house. Her surgery was a success. Now it is time to recover. It will be at least three months before she can work again with that hand. One of her challenges during recovery will be fighting off boredom. She enjoys watching NBA basketball, so the currently on-going playoffs are entertaining. She and I watched the Thunder beat the Spurs Saturday night; that was fun! It was also fun to watch the Celtics and Heat on Sunday evening (though we were cheering for the Heat …).
Cathy’s brother, John, arrived Sunday morning from Denver. Cathy prepared a wonderful brunch for us and then we went to see the movie “Bernie”. I really enjoyed it. I definitely recommend the move … it is quite a story and the acting is excellent. We then came home and John baked some homemade bread. He loves baking bread from scratch, and we love eating his bread! Occasionally he even mails us a loaf … He’s a great brother (in-law).
Our nephew/godson, Andy, and his beautiful fiancé, Kate, ran in a triathlon race in Boulder, Colorado this past weekend to raise money for cancer research. (Kate participated in the “sprint triathlon” whereas Andy participated in the “Olympic triathlon”.) They did great! I am so proud of them and grateful for their efforts. We certainly need more research and funding for that research.
I really appreciate all the posts in the guestbook; I’m encouraged by your words of support. I also welcome getting recommendations for readings, etc. John, I’ll certainly check out the suggestions you sent in your post on June 1. Thanks for sending those along.
I am looking forward to having the week off from traveling to Piper; I’m sure Cathy is, too. We’ll spend the week building up my platelet count and getting ready for the CT scan and chemotherapy treatment next week … and, in the meantime, we will have fun and enjoy each day!